真正的爱是不求回报的

2008-11-20T07:16:00.000-08:00

i miss u lao po.... i wan to hug u...

2008-10-23T02:09:00.000-07:00

boring boring boring boring boring boring boring.....

2008-10-15T07:04:00.000-07:00

finally i posting man.. anybody miss me.. i know sure a lot of people miss me de rite.. Muhahahahahhaha.. jking la.. three weeks of holiday have pass so soon and school have started already... i have to chiong for de final year exam liao le... chiong arh... have fun during de holiday and school reopen this few days also have fun la.. uploading pic time..

during our class chalet

Me EMOING

my friend that i keep hanging out when holiday..we keep going to bowling watch movie.. haha i have lots of fun during hoilday... we are all the tanaga boys man.. u guys rocks my life... the tenaga boys are Me of course la.. Alex, Javier, Ah Huat, Wen Yao, Yong Hao, Eric(begginer).. we all are the basket ballers of tenaga boys.. Muhahahahahahaha

Javier,Ah huat,Alex

First is we three go first than

Javier,Me,Alex

Wat u two doing.. let me caught u two red-handed anyhow touching

Than we all start to go together and when we start to meet we keep meeting each other two days after two days...

First take

Second take

Last take
After bowling on our way home..

After i cut my hair.. nice rite..Muhahahahaha

that all for my posting today la.. i will be posting tml le.. See u all.. going to lalalalala land liao le...ZZZZZZZZZ

2008-09-14T04:21:00.000-07:00

so long nv update my blog le... ~.~ sad sia.. my psp is gone 4ever le... is was been stolen and yet i still dont know until i reach home sia.. why why why... why u dun wan take my money... i rather the person to take my money than my psp rite... i dono how to tell my parents about it sia... hias.. yesterday i and alex and some of my friends almost got into a fight with a few adults sia.. thay say we play basketball very rough they also mah... than after that we build campfire sia.. we say"yong hao why you die so early. yong hao why u die so early" and yong hao reply" ya why yoong hao die so early.." lame rite yong hao..say him ownself die so early.. and one more thing.. derrick tham i will remember you 4 ever my friend.. i remember the time u teach me how to play basketball and we keep play prank all the time on the teacher.. hias rest in peace bah derrick tham...

曲名：Back At One
歌手：Brian McKnight
It's undeniable that we should be together
It's unbelievable how I used to say that out for never
The basis that need to know if don't know just how I feel
Then let me show you how that I'm for real
If all things in time I will reveal
Yeah
One, to make a dream come true
Two, just wanna be with you
Three, girl its plain to see
That you're the only one for me and
Four, repeat steps one through three
Five, make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done
Then I'll start back at one
So incredible the way things work themselves out
And all emotional once you know what it's all about babe
And undesirable for us to be apart
Never would have made it very far
Cause you know you got the keys to my heart
Cause one, Your like a dream come true
Two, just wanna be with you
Three, girl its plain to see
That you're the only one for me and
Four, repeat steps one through three
Five, make you fall in love with meIf ever
I believe my work is done
Then I'll start back at one
Save the world to the dark night or see the coming of the sun
I feel like a little child, who's life has just begun
You came and breathed new life into this lonely heart of mine
You threw out the lifeline just in the nick of time
One, Your like a dream come true
Two, just wanna be with you
Three, girl its plain to seeThat you're the only one for me and
Four, repeat steps one through three
Five, make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done
Then I'll start back at one

i tink that i have to wait until next year le bah.. cause she already wif someone and the person is not me.. i dun mind waiting if i have to.. but will i have de chance to be wif u.. no matter howlong i will wait and show u i really like u alot

some pic of us building the campfire

wei bin nephew(very cute rite)

2008-09-04T09:56:00.000-07:00

this few daes happy and sad la.. happy cause of i and my friends got class gathering and we have fun...haha hope we can have another day... during tuesday,me and all my gals in ite friends all run away from class and we went to bugis... they went thr to eat laska and i did not eat... han we went to shopping lor.. haha tired but have fun with them la.. than wedensday have class gathering with my secondary school friends.. we went to watch movie.. the movie name call 4bia.. the movie was scary and funny le.. is worth to watch... than we go play arcade and slack a while jiu go home le.. than today prac was fun cause i got the chance to teach the class sia... haha..yi hui also got been selected haha... we are very 'LUCKY' sia.. that all for this week lor.. and one more thing i have no lesson tml sia so shiok... than sad thing i dun wish to write out la.. those who know tthey will know wat is my sad thing and understand at i writing bah... her got one song that suit me and eunice a lot.. together me and eunice will waiting till the day arrive bah.. jia you nu er daddy 陪你一起等... haha

歌曲：等待
歌手：陈奕

我守候在你家的门外
整个晚上都不离开
回想你靠在我的胸怀
我要将感觉留到every night

走在吵闹拥挤的人海
我想要好好感觉你的存在
望著遥远灰色的星海
一个人孤独的发呆

我依然还在等待
等待你会明白
一颗坚强的心在等你回来
风在吹让它擦去我脸上的泪
不要以为我真的无所谓
我依然还在等待
等待你会明白一颗坚强的心在等你回来
不怕累只要我的身边有你陪请你
相信我是真的不后悔

我守候在你家的门外
整个晚上都不离开
回想你靠在我的胸怀
我要将感觉留到every night

走在吵闹拥挤的人海
我想要好好感觉你的存在
望著遥远灰色的星海
一个人孤独的发呆

我依然还在等待
等待你会明白一颗坚强的心在等你回来
风在吹让它擦去我脸上的泪
不要以为我真的无所谓
我依然还在等待
等待你会明白一颗坚强的心在等你回来
不怕累只要我的身边有你陪
请你相信我是真的不后悔

我依然还在等待
等待你会明白一颗坚强的心在等你回来
风在吹让它擦去我脸上的泪
不要以为我真的无所谓
我依然还在等待
等待你会明白一颗坚强的心在等你回来
不怕累只要我的身边有你陪
请你相信我是真的不后悔

请你相信我是真的不后悔

althoght i can't be with u nw... i dun mind waiting for u so i will wait until u understand how i feel for u.. 我依然会在等待..
我依然还在等待等待你会明白一颗坚强的心在等你不怕累只要我的身边有你陪请你相信我是真的不后悔..只要有你在一切都不重要

2008-08-27T01:30:00.000-07:00

this few daes i keep thinking of something in my head..hias. lesson was boring as usual.. weekend also nv go out.. keep staying at home.. can anyone ask me to go out.. cause i dun wan to be at home to rot...no matter go whr i will go so pls anyone ask me to go out.. ya i remember le.. yesterday practical was fun la.. we play colouring le.. i showu the video bah.. boring nw le sacking at home nth to do mah.. than i blog lor..

每一天都要爱上你, 想着你沉入梦境, 一张眼一清醒, 第一个想到又是你, sa la he and i love you,我每天都要爱上你, 少一天就会遗憾.. 我的最大幸褔是发现了我爱你..each day i saw u i fall deeper in love with you can you tell me why.. is this really love.. if it is i think i have fall deeply in love with you le... hope u know how i feel..

2008-08-21T05:59:00.000-07:00

boring day again... i have know my result le for my test... sry my group i have drag all of u down le.. cause i have to write and nv help to do or else we can pass de test de.. so sry.. cause of one of the step we forgot than we fail the whole test sia.. hias.. the next test i must pass with flying colour and to cover up my marks for this test... jiayou bah my group.. kaes post until here le la... next time will post more..

really i have fall for u le.. i am sure..希望你能当我宝贝你一定不会后悔我只有一个要求就是要对你好永远不让你流泪永远都不让你心碎希望你相信我

2008-08-17T07:00:00.000-07:00

this few daes also nv touch until com so i did not update my blog.. so i summarise my feeling for this week fun boring and emo... fun was the last few daes of class was fun keep playing in class with yi hui,xiaoying,eunice,jiayuan and jason...we like crazy in class lor.. play until like siao people.. boring was the begining of the week cause nth to do... emo was on sat cause think of someone when i boring.. dono why i kept thinking of her le.. hias.. than sunday was my basketball dae.. play from 3p.m to 9.30p.m than come home.. that all for this week la..

i think i really have fallen for you.. i dono why will i start to fall for u but i really wish that u can be mine... i wish u know how i feel for i u..hope u know bah.. i cant control my feeling for u anymore... each daes past by i fall for u deeper le..

2008-08-11T06:28:00.000-07:00

i tink i did not use com for a week le bah.. i dun feel like using so nv on lor.. firstly happy birthday singapore.. finally singapore 43 years old liao le.. haha.. than today i have to wake up early to visit my uncle who is in jail.. he slim down again.. cause he have not be working inside and so he have not eat any sweet tibits and he keep on doing pumping inside.. than after that i went to watch money not enough 2 with my parent le.. the movie was funny and touching.. i almost cry sia.. now i know that parents is important... than after that i went home after the movie.. that all for my posting la.. i think will post one time for two days... tha all la..:)

i tnk i have start to fall for u le...

2008-08-03T08:01:00.000-07:00

boring boring boring.. this few daes fell very boring.. friday after my school went down to MJR to help my junior ncc cadets.. help them pack de ncc room lor.. that after training i follow the cadets home and listen wat probem do they have with the teacher... than end up we play with coke sia.. we pour coke all over each other. it was like so funny sia.. than that all for friday lor.. weekend wat will i do... of course is basketball lor.. i play a while with my friends than we went to the pasa malan to eat and walk lor... nice sia de food.. than i stillwent to cut my hair today lor early in the morning le.. that all la for this week post la.. one word to describle my feeling nw BORING and EMO..... here a video on my junior playing coke and some pic of me after cutting finish my hair...

2008-07-29T07:42:00.000-07:00

this few daes all the same le.. basketball all the time la.. siianx except today lor.. a bit change in today.. nv went to school and went out with my (bro) .. we went to play pool la after that i wen back to mjr my secondary school to play basketball... after no nid to say liao went to my house downstair to play basketball as usual lor... that all for this few days post la...

2008-07-24T07:19:00.001-07:00

today lesson was totally boring lor.. wa wan sleep in every lesson.. guess whr i go.. changi airport lor.. for???? to buy sweet la.. crazy rite... haha went thr to buy a sweet that i own a people for a long time le.. than there dun have so i went to vivo city to buy.. cazy rite from changi airport to vivo.. vey hard lor. than when until vivo than still cant find the sweet so i ask the shop person and they say they nv sold the sweet liao...diao i going to break down.. cause from east to cntral le.. very far le.. so just buy a lolipop for jun fang lor.. see i so good lor... travel so far to buy just a lolipop for u... and also bought jelly bean for eldon la and bought a pack of dark chocolate for myself lor.. guess wat three item u guess for how much la................................ $14.47. lol is like dam expensive lor... but is worth la is my chocolate expensive la... mine is $7.37 othe only 3 plus la dam i bought breadpapa bread.. is nice lor.. than i went home lor..

junfang lolipop

eldon jelly bean

my chocolate

all the thing i bought

stupid brother lor tell my parent about a lot of thing than my parent come scold me lor.. dam fuck la him.. treat him food still anyhow say thing than i got scolding from parent.. go and die la.. i wont be nice to u anymore.. now cold war with my parent ...

2008-07-23T07:51:00.000-07:00

this few days lot of thing has happen sia... on tuesday i morning nv go school cause too tired mah.. so go for afternoon de than gggot presentation... itlike so funny lor.. irene was been sa bo to present lor.. than her presentation was so funny lor..luckily i got record sia no show u all how our professional irene peresent

than today was fun cause of de self esteem workshop bah... i feel that if have change me lot...than everybody have fun mah... than at nite play basketball until very late sia. tired but have a lot of fun.. haha now my mind is set le.. i wont find her and let her find me bah i will let fate decide and if she mine it will be mine no matter wat..so i will let the fate decide who i will be with bah... eunice and i have a bu neng suo de mi mi.. i will help u find our de nu er..

2008-07-21T07:38:00.000-07:00

siianx day today.. lesson as usaual in school today lor... i feel like sleeping in class today lor.. very boing.. after lesson the weather rains like cats and dogs man. no pe lesson today mah so i jia yuan yuanzhong and neo when to take bus 31 to tana merah mrt than they went to east point i le of course is went home la.. boring mah... come home use com to find song for a while than went down to meet my secondary school friend.. why i meet them.... the answer is................................................................................................................................................................. to study lor see so guai lor... lame rite. after that later at nite i went don again to study with wei bin lor... he study his own i study mine... went home nth to do jiu post blog la..that all for today la.. wan go zzzzzzz liao nite everyone..

here are some pic on 17 july on the work myy group done

2008-07-18T11:59:00.000-07:00

today so late than post le.. early in the morning when back to my secondary school to meet m friends than they do their own thing i do mind.. aftertha we when to templed to pray cause my friends say that we so long nv go pray liao...dotts rite.. after that we when u parkway to play pool play for like one hours plus they charge us total $18.70 sia so exp.. but nv it worth it to play la.. after that jiu go home lor...nw very boring so do blogging lor..(i tink i decide not to like anyone le bah.. cause like someone is diffcult so i rather let people like me or i wait let fate to decide bah...) that all i wan to say lor...

2008-07-17T08:30:00.000-07:00

today lesson as usual lor.. no mr goh contact la... today very suai lor.. imet until the bouncer lor.. he catch me not wearing landyard.. than ask me to give him my card and go read the wat on the gate than will return me my card.. dotts lor... after that when to prac lor... nth intersting la.. just took some pic of our work... than at nite i when to mac to study see i so guai... nth more to post le.. pic time

My ghost

myself during PM

our phones(left to right):eunice,jiayuan,yuan zhong,mine

study in mac

2008-07-16T07:11:00.000-07:00

today lesson was fun sia.. go LLA from 8 to 11 than break two hours than lecture from 1 to 3 lor.... that all for today lesson...nw very siianx nth to post de la just post pic jiu can liao lor...

my school work

my class

so many ghost

friends left to right(gabriel,neo,jiayuan,yuanzhong)

friends left to right(myself,neo,gabriel,jiayuan,yuanzhong)

2008-07-15T07:38:00.000-07:00

today lesson dam boring lor.. morning almost late forlesson le.. but just made in time la.. than after that practical lor... stupid teacher lor ask us to wash the whole room during paactical lor... LOL... than have lunch lor.. the food is like dam ex lor.i order a plate of spagetie if i nv spell wrong a slice of garlic bread and a bit of fries the guy charge me 4 dollar lor.. at de... cheap money sia.. nvm la this is the first and the last time i will be eating thr... than afternoon i got test lor... eacher sk us to do group practical test and later one by one ask to answer question to grade.. guess wat i got full mark for the test. howi know the teacher told me.. i was like dm happy lor.. than after school just go home lor.. that all for today... ya one more thing i going to let u see pck thenext time in my blog... later going to chat with my sis on phone until very late bah..bye tc those friends who are taking O level

2008-07-14T06:05:00.000-07:00

today wake up early althought my class start at 9am i reach schoolat 7.45am.. than i slack at the usual spot whr i slack and wait for teacher to come... lecture time all the way to 1 pm sia.. die of heardly teachr nag us... siianx than during lesson we make fun of the teacher cause she from indian and her pronouncing words is like dam funny lor.. after that i have pe lesson until 3.30 pm.. after that i went home. but when i reaching home dionis call me and say want play basketball than meet her play a while after thatshe say wan play with jojo than let her lor... play with jojo until 6 plus than she go home liao... siianx tml got test formy class so after blogging study liao le... i must get aGPA of3.5 than can go temasek poly(tthat my dream) so must study hard and jiayou le...

jojo pic

AT home

memories

At june camp

(NIXON DIAO SPIDERMAN)

2008-05-08T06:30:00.000-07:00

this song is very nice and i like it alot....cause i know i last time i have let you go once and i nw i won't let u go again... i was foolish that time to let you go but now i know i can't let you go anymore... i am serious about u and i know u almost a year le... last time u say i just know u not long... but nw is almost a year le... is really long and i have waited for you almost a year.. here the song i wan you to know...

曲名：Never Let You Go
歌手：Janice
The rain, just never seems to bring
the joy, I feel the same
everlasting pain of my loss remains
My heart, can't seem to learn to part
the hold you left the mark
all that I dreamed of now it seems so stark
Tho I told myself won't hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in
If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know,
I'd never let you go
The way, you left me on the train
I don't know what to say
I remember everything on that day
I can't believe we'd never dance
I just need one more chance
to share the sunset our one last romance
Tho I told myself won't hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in
If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know,
I'd never let you go

2008-01-08T05:22:00.000-08:00

yesterday was the first day of my school in ite... very siianx le... go thr also dono wat to do la... i and jian liang go explore the ite sia... quite big... got so many things... than my classroom is at the six floor lor...lol.. jian liang good lor his classroom at the second floor only... than yesterday play amazing race wif the whle class... diam siianx lor... hias after school go play pool wif jian liang la... wa lao lost to him lor... five round he win four sia... hias... today le the same after school go play awhile causw waiting for my dad to fetch me... than play three round i only win one round again le... now must treat him one week of pool sia... next time must win him cause win him le he treat me one months of pools le... so good... must win him dun care.... than today i wake up early cause pei my chubby owner mei go school mah... hahas see from her blog that she are sick... u must takecare okaes mei... drink more water la... and one more thing i know u are not that kind of person la... dun care wat other people say about u la kaes... promise chubby doggy kor kaes... that all i post today la... tomorrow thr will be photo about my school... feel free to come and see....

2008-01-06T03:41:00.000-08:00

15dec

hi everyone so long nv come in to my blog and post le.... so many things have happen in my life.. firstly i am 16 years old le... finally can watch nc16 movie and play pool le... on my birthday i taken some pic wif my bro... they pei me go out and celebrate.. here are some pics

than i will write down a list to those who own me present....

OWN ME PRESENT

1.yi jie(cookies and choco)

2. 3bro

3.amanda

4.xiaoman

5.dionis

6.karen

7.gary low jun hua

8tiffiany

those who give me

1. melissa

18dec

than next post is my result i got 12 points for my N level... i have let my friends and teacher down espically miss neo,mr chew... they have high hopes for me but i did not promote to sec 5 so sry... i promise u all i will study hard in ITE and promote to poly...

1 jan 08

starting of a new year.. here wish u all a happy new year.. those who promote to sec 5 wan must jiayou in ur studies and promote to poly... dun waste one year in secondary... me i was posted to simei ITE and my course is applied food science.... it was a miracle that i enter a 11 points course wif 12 points... haha i think i was lucky bah.. we got class gathering today and we went to the ten gates of hell bah..(if i did not remember wrongly)... we went to see after we died we will go whr... here are some pics that we took on that day

wat are u all guys doin?

3 jan

went to manjusri to meet jian liang to go to ITE.. when thr to do our course thing than buy uniform... than jiu go find yi jie around 5plus to teach her maths and poa la... than after that jiu go home le...

4 jan
wake up early cause got lots of thing to do la... went to tm to b uy present for cher ying as well buy cake for her cause all my friends in 4D friends are studying at school only like i free only la... than buy for her a fruit cake la... than help her celebrate lor... only found one pic from taken from someone(forget who le)

6 jan
today went to play basketball wif bro they all.. quite fun la.. tomorrow going to start school liao very nervous.. hope that all my friends that promote to sec 5 study hard kaes... dun wish to see u all in ITE.. i rather meet u all in poly can.. that all i going to post today le la....

2007-11-09T03:11:00.000-08:00

i decided not to be a emo guy anymorele... i decided not to be sad over a small thing le la... i must be a brave guy... dionis dun wan be my mei anymore le... sad la but nw cannot anymore le... although emo le a few week le... decided to give upon her anymore... thr are other good girl outside... i will find one better than nw... althoughi can't be the person by her side but she wan come find me when she is trouble is ok de... we are not bro and mei but we are still friends mah... because of this problem i emo le a few weeks la... ai ya i dono la.... this few days give attitude to all my friends sry to all of u all cause i emo than not feeling fine... sry i next time won't be emo anymore... i should listen to xiao man shi fu the words give up on her and find onemore... sry le shi fu should listen to u but i did not... i next time should listen to ur words le... and amanda thks for comforting me when i was sad... u are a good listener and a good adviser... thks for teaching me to nia de qi fan de sia wat to do as well ... than i wan thks wei bin gerald nixon they all... cause when i feeling sad they pei me play basketball... they let me forget all the problem as well... and chubby mei yi jie,cute mei kimberly, and tiffiany mei for being my listening ear when i nid someone to tok to... thks to all my friends and mei la for helping me when i nid someone to help me when i am emo...u all are the best...i promise to myself that i won't be emo anymore... if anymore saw me emo pls ask me for wat should i emo... i will go find other girl de... i know one thing is that u should find a person that u like and the person like u that u both will be happy... i should go find my happiness at other place le not in the way nw i walking... like one person is to let the other person to have happiness and i know that nw dionis have her own happiness le so i should be happy for her la... congrates to her la... ai ya nw i should go find my own happiness at else whr... my happiness should be around in this world... i won't do foolish thing like cutting my hand le... is no use de la... hurting myself is not worth it la... dying also wouldnot be in my mind anymore le... is not worth to die for someone u like and the person dun like u... but is worth u die for someone u like andthe person like u... a new me is born and i will trasure wat i have and all my friends are good to me... i should treasure them nw or else if my friend are lost le than wan to treasure it too late liao... one more thing that i should hks god for giving me to come to this world and my body and my friends... i should not hurt my body that god give me... i will treasure it nw... ya ans one more thing today chubby mei come my house use com and see jojo la... she say stay at home siianx so she come find me... she say her blog got problem la than she wan i help her than i help her lor... have fun wif her la... luv u chubby mei>3333 chubby mei u got anything can come find me i will help u de kaes... dun hide the problem to urself la...say it out to me i am ur wall to lie on it,chubby kor to tell sercet,student to comfort u,counsellor to help u when u have troublr de kaes... dun be sad le la stay haapy la kaes must be like me happy happy de la... that all i write la... so long nv post until so long le... tagged me my friends and all my mei i will tagged u back de... a hundred thks to all my friends and luv u lots>3333333333333333333333333333333333 all my mei espically chubby yi jie mei,cute kimberly mei and tiffiany mei...

2007-10-22T06:53:00.000-07:00

today is the most happy day.... sianz le... this few days totally no mood le... but today just now play wif chubby mei and noob mei... they say wan play basketball de but in the end nv play le... than both of them chase me in the end caus ei take chubby mei pouch.... haha at last we are back to mei and kor le la... that why i so happy today.... hope our kor and mei relationship will last forever and dun wish like last time fight out again la... thks for giving one more chance for be ur kor again... noob mei mei thks.... luv u mei>3333... iluv all of my mei.... noob mei chubby mei tiffiany mei and kimberly mei...

2007-10-17T02:30:00.000-07:00

yeah happy today.... today sleep four period le... shiok... ai ya pe on wed thurs fri le... n level finally finish le la.... siianx le... nw chatting wif chubby mei.... siianx... why so sad le... anything not happy come find me i can help u de la... hias so long nv post le la... nw waiting for n level result le... want to find job le... k la post until here le la.... nw go play maple le..

2007-10-06T04:17:00.000-07:00

siianx... n level exam almost over.... left one subject is POA.... the worst subject i in... dun care le la... dun wan to pass also nvm la.... than onemanday id gary low jun hua birthday going to celebrate.... than wednesday is wei bin birthday maybe going to bbq bah.... also not comfirm... hiias siianx la... why must it be that way i dun like.... why must god play me... hiias dono la... dun wan to think to much and i nw only wish to be wif at her side when she nid help... hias hope that we can be like last time la... that all i wan to post la... k la i will try my best to give up on u la... but it is difficult to like someone but it is more difficult to forget someone u like and let her go.... k la post until here la.... this few days play with my mei mei very fun la... mei i find la dun worry too much about me k... mei dun cut ur hand anymore le la... anything u not happy about it must tell ur kor le... i will try to help u de la.... next time saw u cut again i will follow u cut and i will cut double of ur cut k.... must tell ur kor about it.... dun do foolish thing la.... k la post until here le la.... wan go eat dinner le.... i will try to post everyday if my house the laptop is ok...

2007-09-24T05:24:00.000-07:00

siianx la today.... today at class totally no mood la..... wan sleep cannot sleep la..... cause of some reason la.... today at class play until siao la but i no mood to play wif them le cause of her bah i think..... than after school miss tan come visit us la.... got miss her a bit la.... than today a bit happy only la.... a bit only le cause she finally got reply my sms sometimes only can calls la.... at least i now know she not give me cold shoulder la...... i really hope u can give me a chance to prove my love for u is truth.... i promise i will not hurt u.... if u are wif me i will not even think of hurting u.... pls really give me a chance bah.....

2007-09-21T07:07:00.000-07:00

actually i wanted to go study. then asked her to join me, she said ok. i was happy.. then she went on her own & i called her then she said she wanted to go home. I was moody.. Because i wanted her to come along. Then i msged her if she really wanted to go home.. she said donno, but she came at last. i was happy, & went to the bus stop to meet her. Then went to yeefong's house downstairs. waited for yeefong & laura. i walked with her..was very happy =) then went tget drinks. something unpleasent happened.. but i don wanna mention.. then i brought my dog down.. then, wb, yf & laura went off. then we chatted till 5+, i accompanied her home. talked with her then i went homee

2007-09-20T06:28:00.000-07:00

歌曲：爱的太傻
歌手：李宇春

紧张你的是我
为你失眠的是我
每个夜里陪你回家的人永远不是我
夜空灿烂的烟火
一瞬间的挥霍
最后伴着心中的落寞慢慢的坠落
我们的距离有那么多时空挑战着执著
你的幸福平静美丽的生活
我不敢去打破
天使也笑我爱你爱得太傻
最后被爱惩罚
古堡里爱情的神话
荒谬的像笑话
天使也笑我爱你爱得太傻
傻得还是放不下
每时每刻每分每秒的牵挂
躲在爱情的角落渐渐升华
紧张你的是我
为你失眠的是我
每个夜里陪你回家的人永远不是我
夜空灿烂的烟火一瞬间的挥霍
最后伴着心中的落寞慢慢的坠落
我们的距离有那么多时空挑战着执著
你的幸福平静美丽的生活
我不敢去打破
天使也笑我爱你
爱得太傻最后被爱惩罚
古堡里爱情的神话
荒谬的像笑话
天使也笑我爱你爱得太傻
傻得还是放不下
每时每刻每分每秒的牵挂
躲在爱情的角落渐渐升华
在此刻没结果我到底还在奢望什么
爱的对与错
爱的风雨火
有谁来告诉我
天使也笑我爱你爱得太傻
最后被爱惩罚
古堡里爱情的神话
荒谬的像笑话
天使也笑我爱你爱得太傻
傻得还是放不下
每时每刻每分每秒的牵挂
躲在爱情的角落渐渐升华
躲在爱情的角落
渐渐升华

this song is how i feel for her la..... hope she will understand about it.....

firstly thx to those who keep tagging my blog la.... i know very long nv post le la.... siianx mah thn dun post lor..... one thing today is eldon birthday..... HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELDON..... 14 years old le must know how to think le horx...... sry le today nv give u present.... i nv prepare la next year bah..... see if i still in manjusri or not lor..... than i got two new god-sister la...... today quite fun la.... have pe lesson than after school ask eldon come our class than made him lor cause birthday must give him birthday bash la..... but in the end only beat him softly only la... cause see him very ke lian la cause got beaten until so wat la.... so beat him softly lor.... than after that jiu go home lor..... than after that jiu play basketball lor..... ask yi jie and her whr she le mah cause she say maybe coming to yi jie house there.... happy a while la but in the end only come not more than 10 mintues jiu go liao le.... sad :( ..... hias k la post until here le la..... waited for her 68 days liao le.... i really hope that i can be wif her before my birthday le.... hope she can help me celebrate le.... but i think the wish maybe not appearing since the days is passing and my birthday is getting nearer and nearer la.... just really hope lor.... i feel like ask her wan but when i wan to ask her than i tink until wei bin say that she nid time to forget her ex-stead than i dun wan ask liao..... hias when will my day come to be wif her la..... k la post until here la.....

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2007-09-14T07:24:00.000-07:00

siian la today.... lesson at usual la.... play at english lesson than at chinese watch the movie i not stupid 2..... than after school got cca but i go only play bball la... play until my cca finish also i dono than in the end my bag was lock in the room than have to ask auntie to open the door for me la.... hias cannot play anymore le la.... must start study liao le.... n level left two weeks only.... k la today post until here la.... waited for her two months le.... a total of 62 days le... i really hope i can be wif her before my birthday la.... than can celebrate my birthday wif her la.... k la post until here la.....

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2007-09-13T07:15:00.000-07:00

sian la today the usual at class wan to sleep but cannot cause today english is miss cheong la... than she scold us say me make a teacher run away and dun wan to teach us anymore..... than she ask us to write wat kind of person i am and wat kind of person i wan to be.... than i write crap la.... i say i also dunno wat kind of people i am and wat kind of people i wan to be..... than after school sty back and study a bit than play bball wif nixon and gerald lor.... than after that come home and now nothing to do la than blog lor...... i really hope u can give me a chance to be wif u..... and i will wait no matter how long i must wait....

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2007-09-12T05:26:00.000-07:00

siianz.... today at class nth to do le.... play almost all de time than got one person say wan to take photo for the grauating nite so we take la than xiao man go pull my hair sia.... than after school play basketball a while la.... than i enter class saw until nixon and hweeling do something but i dono they do wat la.... than their face both red sia.... i should not go in first la.... disturb until them la..... than after that nth happen le lor.... all the same la.... must study liao n level coming le.... waited for her for 60 days liao le.... hias hope she can give me one chance.... and hope the time will come soon la.....

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2007-09-07T08:10:00.000-07:00

1. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you:

1. dionis
2. yi jie
3. kimberly
4. nixon
5. wei bin
6. gerlad
7. xiaoman
8. amanda
9. doreen
10. jia pei

18. Who is no.6 having relationship with?
no wan la

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
female

20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
hahaa, they dont know each other :D

21. How about no.8 and 5?
Cannot, cause wei bin only like yee fong and amanda like......

22. What is no.2 studying about:
ok la....

23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
not long ago on msn and sms but haven't chat on phone and meet her before?

24. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
chen yi, darren, tank i only know this three

25. Does no.1 has any siblings?
yarr.

26. Will you woo no.3?
no. cuase my mei and she got stead... later her stead come beat me

27. How about no.7?
Haha. nope. her heart only got KAKA... and she my shi fu

28. Is no.4 single?
no. she got hwee ling le. HAHAHA

29. What's the surname of no.5?
lee.

30. What's the hobby of no.4?
play maple and basketball and like to tok crap !

31. Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
they don even know each other?

32. Where is no.2 studying at?
my school, at sec 2b

33. Say something casual about no.1:
donut and the person i ..... u all should know wat i mean

34. Have you try developing feelings for no.8?
nope.

35. Where does no.9 live at?
i dono cause nv go before? haha.

36. What color does no.4 like?
blue bah if not wrong?

37. Are no.5 and no.1 best friends?
yar bro and mei relationship.. haha

38. Does no.7 likes no.2?
no, they don even know each other... haha

39. How do you get to know no.2?
liddat lor. it start with from benjamin and from friendster. haha

40. Does no.1 have any pets?
nope.

that all i going to post bah tomorrow than will write more bah.... 56 days of waiting liao le....

2007-09-05T04:38:00.000-07:00

sian.... today finally can blog liao.... cause n level this week mah.... than must study hard so no time to blog la..... and i also promis someone that i will blog so today must blog..... if i don't blog i will rather die.... ok la n level chinese,english and social studies finish le..... now left other so much jia you.... and must pass all..... to nw i think english and social studies will pass.... chinese if can maybe only will just pass... but mostly think will fail bah....k lor n level come in 25 days.... nw can rest for a while la... hias today the 54 days of waiting le..... hias... nothing to blog le la.... ya one more thing must save money liao.... first pay my hp bill 80 plus than still have to buy present for gerald,wei bin,xiao man, kian hong,karen,hwee ling, nixon, and her lor..... must save until siao le la.... hias... maybe starting from today dun eat at school and save the money bah.... even gastric also dun care i must ren for my friend birthday present and most importantly is hers on (sercet).... that all i going to post la.... nw going to play bball wif wei bin le... bb

54 days of waiting and i going to keep waiting....

2007-08-29T06:53:00.000-07:00

siianz..... so long nv blog liao le la..... a lot of thing happen during the day i nv post.... dun feel like saying but wish to thx to those who help me la.... u all know who got help me la...... than today when to carpark wif wei bin joy and her lor.... she go buy pen knife and cut herself.... why so foolish go do such thing.... anything just say out la i will sure help u de mah..... hias.... than i pei her cut lor.... than after that we slack down there la..... saw her cry than keep telling her dun cry la...... because she got her own problem la dun wish to say out only i know..... hias dun think too much la.... just stay happy than if u sad just find me i will help u de la..... ok la than she go home wif joy lor..... that all for my today la.....k la post until here la cause nid to study la.... N level now.... chiong la.....

2007-08-21T05:11:00.000-07:00

today and yesterday the same la... all go out wif her la and wei bin and gerald lor..... we today go play basketball la..... team up wif her i feel happy.... but dono why saw her sad that time jiu no mood le la.... hias.... than i really hope that i have a chance wif her la..... wei bin told me that i have the chance wan is only because she scare later in school later she will be lonely because all her friend in the class like will no care about her.... hias dono la..... i only know i will still like her no matter what happen la.... and i will still wait for the day to come cause the day will be soon..... but the soon i dono how soon la... maybe is one months maybe is one year or five year i also dono when la.... the choice is depend on her la... hias... this two days really very happy to be wif her la... all thks to gearld and wei bin...

if i have a wish i will wish that she won't cry anymore. i am willing to suffer for her when she is sad. because when she is happy i will be happy too. if you are sad, i am willing to suffer for you. i just want you to be happy and i hope we can be together. hope you can give me a chance for me to prove myself to you... the meaning of this song is.... .... ....

2007-08-15T02:04:00.000-07:00

sian la today... dun feel like posting anymore le la..... maybe going to put password for my blog le..... hias dono why le.... i feel very sad la..... today no mood to study la.... maybe i going away this year le bah.... perhaps going to ite first than see can go poly or not lor...... hias english exam only get 38/100 how to promote le..... hias dono la.... now study hard la see can promote or not lor.... k la waited fo 33 days liao.... perhaps i should give up...... but i dono why i dun wan cause really like u bah..... hia see how la i very fan la.... wish u and him will last forever..... if my blog got password anyone wan to know sms me tell me bah i will give de la.... u know why i dun wan to give up cause i really really like u and i dun mind to wait..... but i dun wan to wait for nothing to happen.... hias now treat u as mei la.... when the time is rite than will ask u again bah.... maybe only cause dono when will the days arrive or maybe even won't come

2007-08-14T06:36:00.000-07:00

sian la today.... nth to do than blog la...... today i went to school like sleep like hat cause i slept for four lesson.... than after that jiu stay at school slack lor..... than i go home lor.... first jie ask me wan to go home together than but nv la..... than i sit bus met until her lor.... happy is happy but i dono why no mood le think until something that fan me a lot so dono la... than after that very fan mai than like nv talk to yi jie mei la cause i like no mood mah.... sry le mei.... k la than i play basketball cause fan and dun wan to think about it..... a ya dono la... now post until here la.... waited for 32 days liao le la..... why can't u give me a chance le..... hias...

2007-08-10T22:38:00.000-07:00

today nothing happen la...... cause holiday mah...... yesterday my jie come my house play wif both jojo and cocoa lor..... she like jojo a lot sia..... than jojo sleep on her leg for 1 hour plus la.... than she honeet her sted and watch firework mah.... than i nthing to do than go play basketball so that i will not think to much of her la.... cause think until her i maybe will cry so dun wish to cry than play basketball lor..... than play until 8 plus lor wif wei bin...... sian la yesterday dono why very early jiu sleep liao cause tired..... than yesterday nv blog lor.... i yesterday nv blog cuase got two reason first is i no computer how to blog second i was too tired to blog...... than today got com mah cause my brother nv bring to school so use now to blog lor...... k la sry la mei yesterday nv blog k...... miss her now sia....... hias..... later mayb go play basketball again so that will not think until her than cry la..... hias k la post until here la..... ya one more think my jie also buy dog liao same as jojo de but smaller a lot cause the dog only one month old..... hope next time my jie will bring her dog come and play wif jojo..... and hope that she will give me a chance la..... waited for 28 days liao..... when will my day come to be wif her...... hias......

2007-08-08T03:38:00.000-07:00

today celebrate national days lor at school..... happy birthday singapore...... after school go bugis and play lor..... play lan wif my friend lor...... than after that jiu go home le la...... sian today nth happen la..... just now called her a while and than tell her later than call her...... u know why cause i cry and i dun wan to let her know...... hias..... k la than today the 26 dyas liao le la..... really ope i have a chance wif her cause i really like her a lot la...... k al post until here la now listen song also crying sia...... hias than she just now say a boy she met two days ago say wan to stay wif her in sec 4 but she say wan to be kor and mei...... hias i scare sia cause last time also like that she stead wif her other kor than i cry until siao..... hias than she say she won' stay wif him bah the guy ask her to think about it..... hias k la post until here la...... if she wan to stead wif him i also cannot do anything cause is her choice mah..... than if she happy than i will be happy la.... cause when u like someone u will like that guy or girl to be happy mah..... hias k la hope i really have a chance to stead wif her la.... and i hope she can give me a chance la..... god pls here me..... cause i really hope the miracle will happen on me..... hias now listen to sond cry agian sia..... hias so long nv cry until like that le la since the day_____ she break wif him.......

2007-08-06T07:42:00.000-07:00

today nothing much happen la...... very bored.... today after exam go nixon house to study for tomorrow test la..... than after that when to eat KFC lor...... than nthing much happen today la.... she change her hp number liao..... than i today ask her again she keep saying dono..... sian sia i now very fan la..... k la post until here la...... jy for everyone for the test...... waited for 24 days liao le.... hias sian la.....

2007-08-03T08:18:00.000-07:00

sian la today..... dun feel like bloging wan but nth to do than blog lor....... sian la...... if there is miracle pls god show me the way and i wish u can help me..... if the miracle happen to me i dun mind shorten my life and i dun mind must wait how long...... and i will blog everyday even she did not ask me to do so....... than at nite play basketball wif wei bin lor...... sry le nixon today play basketball wif u very rough....... cause i no mood...... ps la..... really sry..... k la post until here la...... one more thing jie pick up ur phone le..... called u so many times nv pick up....... hias......

2007-08-01T05:28:00.000-07:00

today class normal lor feel like sleeping in class...... than this morning wan to give her sweet wan but in the end nv give..... hias.... i feel very unless le.... why i cannot even help her when she feel stress.... hope she will tell me why she so stress.... cause i really like her and i wish to help her when she is trouble by something or in trouble...... waited her for 19 days liao and will still be waiting.... still waiting for the mirale to happened.... i really unless can't even help the person i like when she is trouble..... hias..... i am a loser....... i dunno i should be happy or not cause her stead is like giving her cold shoulder le..... i dunno wan to tell her or not cause i care tell her she will be sad or she maybe thinking i spoiling her and her stead relationship..... hias dunno wat to do la..... k la post until here la..... now very fan dunno wan to say or dun say la......

2007-07-31T06:42:00.000-07:00

todat no mood lah.. cause got problem lor.. than today at school morning she tell me she going pon school than tell her dun lah..than afterschool play bb wif nixon geraldand weibin lor.. than got argue wif her lor.. sry le i dun mean to argue wif u de.. hias..than now nth to do than post lor.. promise her to post de..hias.. very sian call her so many time but her handphone is off i am really sry.. dun mean to argue wif u de.. i promise u i will try to post everyday k..dun angry le la.. than got one thing i wan to ask.. u say this afternoon that my blog got wat answer hope u read this can call.. than i know u are not angry wif me le..or else i think u r still angry wif me... that all for today lah.. waited for 18 days liao..hope there is miracle in this world and it will happen on me..hias..

2007-07-30T08:18:00.000-07:00

today no mood la.... today nth special happen la.... after school play basketball that all lor.... than go home early and study la...... than at nite watch campus superstar lor.... and i pei my jie talk on the phone for a while lor...... than my mei called me and chat la..... than she ask me to post blog la.... now posting lor..... now she will be in her wonderland liao bah..... hias sian..... dunno why talk to her i feel sad sad de la..... hope there will be miracle la cause really still like her a lot.....this song is just nice for me i choose..... hope she will know how i feel la...... she ask me got wat jiu write out so i write out how i still feel for her lor.... she say maybe there miracle le..... but to me i dun think have la.... maybe is have but the chances is very small..... hias that all la.... waited for her 17 days liao le...... k la post until here le..... dun say i nv blog hor mei......

2007-07-29T08:19:00.000-07:00

k la today nothing lor very sian morning wake up call my jie and chat a while lor cause she going tuition so talk a while only..... than afternoon play basketball wif wb and gerald lor...... we win le.... not bad sia we..... than after come home called pizza and eat sia...... very full sia.... k la now do bloing cause now got one person ask me to blog mah..... k la..... no phone for two days liao.... ok la at least my parent wont find until me when i outside.... haha..... k la post until here lor.... exam coming le.... must study liao..... tomorrow maybe at school library study combin humanlity bah..... k la post until here le......

2007-07-28T09:15:00.000-07:00

sian la....... no mood today but someone ask me to blog so than blog lor..... today my handphone got stolen sia.... sian sia my phone so many scratches le still wan to steal..... hias sian la no mood to blog la.... maybe chaning my blog song later..... k la..... just write until here la.....

2007-07-22T01:22:00.000-07:00

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
一辈子有多少的来不及
发现已经失去
最重要的东西
恍然大悟早已远去
为何总是在犯错之后
才肯相信错的是自己
他们说这就是人生
试著体会试著忍住眼泪
还是躲不开应该有的情绪
我不会奢求世界停止转动
我知道逃避一点都没有用
只是这段时间里尤其在夜里
还是会想起难忘的事情
我想我的思念是一种病
久久不能痊愈
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
汲汲营营
忘记身边的人需要爱和关心
藉口总是拉远了距离
不知不觉无声无息
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违
却不愿意回头看看自己
想想自己到底做了甚黱蠢事情
也许是上帝给我一个试炼
只是这伤口需要花点时间
只是会想念过去的一切
那些人事物会离我远去
而我们终究也会远离
变成回忆
oh 思念是一种病
oh 思念是一种病一种病
多久没有说我爱你
多久没有拥抱你所爱的人
当这个世界不在那黱美好
只有爱可以让他更好
我相信一切都来得及
别管那些纷纷扰扰
别让不开心的事停下了脚步
就怕你不说就怕你不做
别让遗憾继续一切都来得及

this lyric is my song for my blog and now for my mood this few days cause i think someone and i just like a sickness...... hias that all i going to write and do blog for this few day la..... maybe next time i will do blogging is tuesday bah.... and one more thing is i waited her for 9 days liao...... i will keep waiting until she say yes and i hope i am not waiting for her for nothing......

2007-07-21T01:01:00.000-07:00

this few day no mood to post le la...... cause got personal problem than i keep crying at the bus...... than dun feel like posting le la...... now got time so than post lor....... i waited her for 9 days le dunno which day than will my wish come true....... i dun mind waiting but i dun wish to wait for nothing....... dun keep asking me to find other gurl...... i wont..... that the last time i say...... k la now no mood la now finding new song for my blog...... that all today i post until here and one more thing i really like her a lot and i will wait until u say yes even i not by your side i will still be there for u just give me a call or sms me i will be there for u if u need me....... now going to find song le.... bye bye..... 8 days liao

2007-07-18T06:39:00.000-07:00

today very bored le........ today at school nothing to post la...... than when i go home that time i cry in the bus because i listen to three song and thinking of her...... i listen to(cry on my shoulder, chi xin jue dui, and qi shi hai ai ni)......... when i listen to the song that time i keep thinking her in my minds and out of sudden i cry....... i dono why le...... why will i cry le..... i can even answer my own question because i really like u a lot and i serious about it i wan to be wif u...... but u have stead already...... u keep asking me to find other girl or talk to other girl than i will like other people...... but i wont and i wont like other girl and i wont talk to other girl..... my heart there is only u and only u can be there and nobody will replace it...... u keep asking dun wait for u and dun waste my time...... now i tell u i dun think is a waste of time and i will keep waiting for u to say yes to me...... and i will not give up cause this time i really found the girl i like the most and i wish to be wif her..... but is u who dun wish to give me one chance to be wif u....... u keep saying there is other girl better than u outside the world but to me u are already prefect for me and i dun wish to find any other girl..... only u are the wan i will like..... and u are the only one will be in my heart i wont let other people in because u are the wan i looking for a long time and i know this time is rite...... i will only like u..... do u know that how the pain that u cant be wif the one u like...... i do and now i am experience it..... it hurt a lot do u know that...... cause i really like u a lot...... even i know u have stead i will still wait for u until u say yes u give me a chance...... today is the fifth day i waiting for u ....... when than will u give me a chance....... i dun wan u to keep asking me go find other girl or keep saying i am wastimg my time le....... now i tell u in here i dun mind wasting my time on u and i dun wish to find other girl to replace u in my heart........ my heart there is only one girl will be in there and it will be YOU DIONIS do u know that....... i will post everyday to tell u i waited for how many days for u DIONIS........ and u told me u will not like other boys cause u scare get hurt but i still remember that ask u to try or else u wont know rite...... i tell u the fact la..... from that day i tell u to try out i already like u le...... but last time i dun have the courage to say it out but now its too late cause u stead wif other guy already..... but nvm i will keep waiting for u...... even now i now doing posting i am crying cause i am hurt...... i tell u i am fine but deep down in my heart i am not fine do u know that....... u think will i tell u i am not ok when u ask me i ok or not..... if i tell u i not ok u will worry about it...... because i like u i have to lie to u and tell u i am ok and not let u worry about it...... i have no choice..... do u know that everytime i u ask me to call u i am happy about it..... but when u hang up the phone i am not...... i know u have stead already i will keep waiting for the day to arrival that u say yes to my this question...... DIONIS NOW I ASK U WILL U GIVE ME A CHANCE TO BE WIF U....... I ONLY WAN THE ANSWER YES OR NO I DUN WAN OTHER ANSWER OR REPLY...... this question only u will answer and i will be waiting for the reply until that day come when u break wif him(if only)......

2007-07-16T06:06:00.000-07:00

sian today early wake up sia..... cause got school mah..... than today nth special la...... at class when no teacher that time nixon and wan kiat play maple at class than wan kiat go carry nixon than they both fall down sia...... than nixon pants torn....... stupid wen hong go shout out say his pants torn...... than he pai sei mah than when uto general office lend one pants lor....... but my classmate all laugh but i dunno why cannot laugh le...... cause my heart is dead all maybe is sad bah..... cannot even laugh when something is funny sia..... hias...... than nixon after school come my house here play basketballl la...... cause dun wan to think about sad thing la.... than we play 6 match all win sia still thrash the other group sia..... than after that go gerald house there play a while more than go home la...... now free mah than jiu blog lor...... hias..... althought sometimes i will laugh but it not real wan cause my heart is in pain...... why must i suffer like that hias...... than she sms me ask me ok or not..... than i say ok la...... the fact is if she think i ok than that good la cause dun wan her to worry about me....... i rather let her use this enegry to care for her stead cause like one person must let her happy mah..... than i rather alone suffer than let her suffer wat..... hias..... i just like a dead cropse cause i a person that is alive but my soul and hearts is not in me....... hias hope she saw my blog and know how i feel for her..... one more thing i wan to say to her i will not like anyone and my heart will not have other girl already cause nobody can take over u in my heart i will only like u and the only wan...... nobody can take over u in my heart...... that all i post until here la....... hope she read wat i write to her......

2007-07-15T06:15:00.000-07:00

yesterday i nv sleep whole nite cause keep thinking until her......... than this moring sllep for half and hour only la...... than wake up striaght away go play basketball because dun wan to think until the sad think mah...... but in the end still think until her...... than fai the angry on the baketball and myself...... keep forcing myself to run the whole basketball court and than keep shooting half court cause like that my hand than will feel the pain........ than do this process until afternoon 4 plus la.... than skip my lunch cause also no mood to eat mah..... now dinner i also dun wan to eat...... no appetite....... than now my leg and hand also both pain..... than afternoon ask gerald come my house play basketball mah...... than we play until 8 plus like that than suddenly she sms me ask me ok mah...... of course sure tell her ok mah....... but deep down in my heart is NO WAY i will be find...... cause i lost someone i really like...... than reply her say ok la than i ask her how and her stead...... i dunno i am a idiot or wat ask her about her and her stead than i ownself feel sad hias...... than now dunno wat la..... than i tell her i only like a person and the only wan i will like.... she ask me who..... of course is her la...... than she nv reply me le...... i tell her she can dun like me but u can't stop me from liking u wat....... i really really like u do u know that...... i will wait for u until u say yes and i won't find other girl wan.....u keep asking me say speak to other girl and i will like other girl buti won't cause in my heart i really only have u not only in my heart even in my minds too....... i won't like other girl only u......... so diun ask me to find other girl cause i only have u in my heart and mind only....... that all i will post if i keep on post i will cry until siao cause now already crying le...... that all i write......

2007-07-13T23:28:00.000-07:00

today morning sms her ask her the question den she told me she got stead liao and is her pri school god bro....... why why..... i ask ker first but she accept her god bro yesterday....... hias than i cry out...... first time cry until so much..... than call nixon ask he can come my house pei me play basketball cause i wan to vent my anger at basketball...... hias...... write until here la now my tears keep droping down...... why must she... why cant she just accept me......she told me that she treat me as her kor only but why other kor ask u u will try and accept them..... hias k la wish the best to u and ur stead...... i will be waiting for u until u say yes to me..... i will keep on waiting even i not in this school anymore i will still wait..... even u forget me i will still wait for u...... when u sad or anything happen to u i will be there for u...... i will lend u my shoulder on lie on if u dun mind...... i lend u my shoulder to cry on........ post until here la.....maybe this few days won't post because i am like a dead cropse...... i am a living dead now cause my parent also say i am a living dead cause i nv eat nv sleep..........

hope she read my blog and know i really really like her a lot hope she can give me a chance just lke she give to her other kor a chance.... hope anyone can help me to ask her see my blog.....

2007-07-13T06:57:00.000-07:00

sian la today totally no mood after she told me she going to her kor the chalet la..... cuase she tell me before she go she will do something..... she know wat i mean la...... hope she did not do it la..... than afternoon play basketball wan...... but heard from her that she going than i no mood to play than i jiu go home le...... than i went up the bus i keep thinking about her a lot sia..... than when i at the bus le i cry because she going the chalet and ask her dun do the two thing she tell me la she say dono...... when saw le i totally really no mood le la...... than i tell her dun do at the bus she also nv say anything la..... this the first time i like a girl until so deep cause me is the first time i cry for a girl and what she do..... hias sian..... than when i reach home i also no mood than lie on my bed and think about her la........ than i ask joy to help me look after her and help me to see did she do the two thing la...... thx joy for helping me........ than now do blogging lor cause very long nv post le mah...... rotting already....... here really hope she did not do the two thing la..... hias...... two more day and i will know i will still remain in the dark or will be out of the dark world..... hope she will bring me out he dark world and bring me to her world bah..... hias..... or will i still be in there waiting for her until she pull me out of the dark world
so sry for not posting.... i will try my best to do post everyday bah......

2007-07-05T06:23:00.000-07:00

sian la today got math test...... think can pass the whole math test liao la..... sian today the second day only le..... already like without her cannot sia.... miss her till siao la..... sian why three day so long wan........ today got N level oral le..... think can pass very high le.... cause the conversayion the teacher say very good le....... but i scare the picture will drag me down le..... than wait outside for gerald and wei bin than we play outside...... me,wei bin,xiao man,amanda,and yin hui la...... we try to take each other photo le...... than play basketball for a while sia..... not bad le...... i win quite a lot of match le...... not bad la got improve sia...... now thinking of her than cry sia dunno why le...... than when she not around think until her will sure cry or no mood to do anything wan le...... sian le...... hias dunno why cannot without her le...... hias hope tomorrow the test will be easy la..... k la post until here la

note:lemon own u only 18 packet of green tea only hor i give u think remember to give me back when my birthday hor.....

2007-07-04T05:10:00.000-07:00

sian le........ today she go camp liao le...... sian today wake up early than i went to sit MRT and than buy sweet for her...... than i reach school at around 6.30 than saw her at main gate...... than pass her de sweet la..... than jiu start to sad liao le cause thinking she go camp than i cannot sms her or talk to her....... than got test la...... i do finish my english test le jiu go out for recess than saw until her feel very happy....... than after that nv saw her le...... now missing her a lot sian diao la nv saw her jiu feel uneasy than feel like dying........ i just now cut my hand again....when she gone i cut all my hand very deep le a lot of blood come out from my wound...... sian diao la miss her until siao le...... tomorrow the second day only le still long sia...... i just now think her than i cry le..... first time miss a girl until i cry le....... maybe she the girl i finding for a long time le........ and this is the first time i think of a girl that i cry for sia...... why god wan to play me and don't let me be at her side..... sian diao........ now playing maple help nixon to sit boat to elina le...... sian even now doing other thing yet i still thinking of her......... hias miss her a lot cause really really like her a lot........ k la post until her la...... hope she have a good nite rest and have fun in the camp bah...... will miss her until siao and one more thing i now cring le cause thinking of her again le.......

2007-07-02T06:46:00.000-07:00

sian la today..... today wake up at 10 plus cause mei wan to come my house mah......than mei come and her friend joy came to my house la..... they come is to use com but no com cause labtop my brother took to school today mah....... than they play wif jojo la...... mei so long nv play wif jojo le mah so they play very long la..... than we watch the movie law by law if i not wrong la...... so funny sia the show laugh until me stomache le...... haha now still can remember le...... than we watch horror movie they both dun dare to watch...... than my brothe came home than they ask can lend the com a while so my brother let la....... he say only 15 mintues only la...... than that all la..... after that they go east coast la than i wan to play basketball wan but nobody play so dun play liao...... i pei mei and joy to the bus stop so funny sia on the way..... they keep playing and mei keep screaming la..... see them play like children like that le....... feel like joining them but nv la cause boy and girl play feel very wat la...... than came home and use com la...... than i dunno why i take wrong pen knife or wat la..... cause is the end is sharp wan not no sharp wan than i cut cut until very deep sia so many blood flow out sia than flow for about 10 minues like that la....... sian sia now feel like calling her and chat le cause this week cannot chat wif her le she go camp and i got test sia totally no time sia...... sian diao....... feel like cutting one more line liao le la........ that all la i post until her and i wan to tell her i will be waiting for her until she say yes cause i really really LIKE HER........ and i dunno why got theis strong feeling la....... i will be waiting in the dark until YOU my ligh angle come to take me out from my darkness one and for all....... i am waiting and i really LOVE HER forever............

2007-07-01T10:48:00.000-07:00

歌曲名:就是爱你
歌手名: 陶喆

我一直都想对你说
你给我想不到的快乐像绿洲给了沙漠
说你会永远陪着我
做我的根我翅膀让我飞也有回去的窝
我愿意我也可以付出一切也不会可惜
就在一起看时间流逝要记得我们相爱的方式
就是爱你爱着你有悲有喜有你平淡也有了意义
就是爱你爱着你甜蜜又安心那种感觉就是你
我一直都想对你说
你给我想不到的快乐像绿洲给了沙漠
说你会永远陪着我
做我的根我翅膀让我飞也有回去的窝
我愿意真的愿意付出所有也要保护你
oh 在一起时间继续流逝请记得我有多么的爱你
oh 就是爱你爱着你不弃不离开不在意一路有多少风雨
就是爱你爱着你放在你手心灿烂的幸福全给你
oh 就是爱你爱着你我都愿意
就是爱你爱着你要我们在一起

this song is wat i wan to sing to her and tell her that hope she can give me one chance......

2007-06-29T05:18:00.000-07:00

today i dunno why le althought she take back her phone i feel that we are not like last time before le....... sms her or called her she also nv talk de........ now talking to her than but i should feel happy de but i feel sad cause like nv talk like that........ than i dun feel like we kor or mei liao dunno why........ i feel that we are like stranger like that........ that all i got to say la today cause no really no mood la.... i feel like dying rite now........ mei if u feel that i keeping fan u cause i called u or sms u tell me la can than i will stop all this thing i do.......... i will only at ur side protect u if u wish my help or i see u get hurt i will also help u de...... if not i will not disturb u if u dun wan my help k........... that all la i feel like cutting my hand sia i already cut 5 times liao today i will cut until 10 line....... mei i tell u one thing.... u can stop me do all kind of thing but u can't stop me from liking u........ i will only like u until u tell to me that u dun like me and wan to be my enemy....... i now hope that we can be like last time like kor and mei like that....... but i really wish more that i can be ur kor........ i really hope that we can try it out la cause i promise i will not hurt u and only u can hurt me if u wan.......... why cant u just give me a chance and urself a chance......maybe this time u will not be hurt le cause this guy really like u a lot.......... i really like her a lot i donno even why le.......... maybe is my heart say so.........

Your Emoticon is Sad

You're feeling a tad depressed right now. It will likely pass soon, but for now, you need some major cheering up!

What Emoticon Best Represents You Right Now?

Your Love Type: ENFJ

The Giver

In love, you give your all and feel guilty when relationships fail.
For you, sex is not seperate from love and caring.

Overall, you are humorous, giving, and motivational.
However, you tend to be over-protective and critical of your partner.

Best matches: INFP or ISFP

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Your most comfortable inside your head - and often daydream the day away.
You have an artistic temperament that makes you seem creative to some, eccentric to others.
You avoid conflict at all costs, and you have a difficult time with relationships.
Attractive and with good manners, you tend to shine in social situations.

You are most compatible with a Pig or Rabbit.

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Your True Love Is a Cancer

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Cancer's loyal and sincere heart makes your own sensitive heart melt.

Caring and devoted, a Cancer will take the lead in pursuing you - and not give up!

Why a Cancer will love you:

You're laid back enough to deal with Cancer's little mood swings and freak-outs.

A fellow homebody, you know how make Cancer comfortable and at home with you.

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2007-06-28T06:16:00.000-07:00

today is the day that i will announce death this moment..... she today told me that she say she will rather be my mei than be my her........... heard le very sad and feel like dying straight away......... than just now at training she tell me than i donno wat happen to me cause was sad and i cry out...... this the first time i feel sad so much le...... even when my granmother die i also did not feel so sad but she told me that thing i feeling like i death liao le...... sian than i use pen knife cut myself three time liao le........ than later going to cut three more bah i also donno wan to cut how much........ cause heard from eldon that she cut hersekf 14 times than i called her ask she still telled me she cut 22 times so i cut 22 times also....... but dunno why she sad or no mood that time i also no mood le....... i now dont even feel like playing basketball my favourite sport le........ cause heard she say no mah.......... sian diao la...... o just cut the four line le......... say the truth la i do posting is for her la cause she ask me to this blog wan and called me do posting but now she can't even read and don't even wan to read what for i still leave this blod why don't i delete it away.....but my heart tell me don't cause one day she will know how i feel for her now still be her kor first lor than see how la........ maybe will stop posting for a few days cause no mood to do la must see lor....... but cannot cause i last time promise her before everyday wil do posting wan le........ but now ask her she already say no le mah than wat for do le........ i donno why le cause my heart ask me to do so wan....... i think so bah..... hope she will read my blog and know i feel for her le..... and hope her friend or god will help me if they saw my blog la cause i really like her a lot and i donno why can't do anything good without her le........ hias hias hias..... that all la i write to here la........ and i also wish to tell her i will still be waiting for her to save me from my darkness cause she is really my light angle....... i really love u le.........WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY i keep asking myself.......... she still can save me if she wan cause i will be really to hold her hand if she wan to save me from my darkness.........

2007-06-27T05:30:00.000-07:00

today very bored le...... donno why today don't feel like going to school le.....maybe is hear that she is seating her mother car bah..... yesterday wan to called her wan but she never listen le.... after try a few times calling her, her phone was off liao le........ than i called yi jie mei and ask for her home number....... called her home than she told me that her phone was confiscated....... sian diao...... cannot sms her,cannot called her everything also cannot..... what than for wat i have my favourite subject math also no mood to learn le cause sms her le... than chinese i sleep cause no mood.. at nite also cannot called her la sian diao. like my world does not have daylight anymore liao le...... all the way is darkness is covering me........ at least today got see until her at canteen during morning so ok la but at class jiu sian diao dont feel like studying le......... than just now CIP quite fun la cause we collect a lot of stuff than we play with the toy they give us sia....... so funny we torn all the toy head.... haha...... but i got a feeling dun feel like do le and also dun feel like going le......... but still go than see the bitch sia....... she SUX........ ya just now at least got called her and talk for around 10 mintues la....... than her parent come home........ i feel like beating her parent le.......... but she ask me dun la........ why does god do this to me....... why her parent confiscated her handphone........... why why why....... one more day than i will know something that will either change my life or won't......... better is change is cause now i living in the dark world......... i don't wan to live there i wan to live in the light world so pls bring me out can....... but her phone was confiscated how to ask her..... how to know the answer le...... sian diao la......... that all la for today la and one more thing thks ms neo for treating our whole class eat ice cream.........

2007-06-26T06:37:00.000-07:00

yo today was the second day of school reopen........ this morning wait up at 5.30 than when out house at 6 la cause meet my mei at the aljunied mrt but when i reach there she say ask me to walk to school after arrive the ten mintues ask her why she don wan to say than jiu walk lor....... than after that go school call her she say she sit her mother car come school than i nth to say lor......... feel sad when nv see until her le......than after go to npcc room there pass the sweet to her la..... than today class as same lor very bored...... than after school stay back cause of our class during holiday very messy than must stay back one hour.... than after that she say she go her IT lesson than i play basketball lor wait for her mah.......... than after that she called me say she finish le than i feel very happy cause can see until her mah....... than quickly go meet her than pei her and her friends to kallang mrt than we sit until bedok mrt........ than left me and her liao lor...... than after that sit bus 228 pei her until her bus stop....... than she asked me to wait for bus lor than listen la......... but i wan to pei her until her house door wan not until the bus stop......... but dun have mah cause she ask me to wait for bus...... than after that sit bus 22 to my bus stop and when home lor....... after reach home i call her and pei her talk until 7.45 la..... than she keep saying dun wan to eat dinner le...... than ask her to eat lor is for her own good la......... than now do blog lor cause nth to do and free mah...... than that all my day lor now wan to called her again and chat lor...... dunno why must listen until her voice le or else no mood le..... that all la post until here la....... ya still got one think...... i change my blog song to jiu shi ai ni...... this song is for one person la....... the person should know of she got come to my blog and read and listen cause this song lyrices is wat i wan to say to her la......... that all for today...........

2007-06-25T03:51:00.000-07:00

yo today don't know why dun feel like posting le.....but i promise her before i will post de so i will do it even no mood...... today the school reopend than actually meet her de but she say she sit her mother car than no choice ownself go school lor..... don't know why when she say she not coming le i feel very sian dun feel like going school le...... but no choice la school reopen mah.... than later pass de something to eldon to ask him to pass to her la......... than when lesson sms her lor..... than english lesson that time teacher call me to read oral le...... than no choice read lor but she say i very good le but i still think no good enough....... than after that play basketball a while until 4.30 like that than go home lor..... than when reaching bus stop le i call her...... but dunno why when heard her voice than i will be happy and like my ownself like that like or i will be like a body without soul..... than reach home than now do posting lor........ dunno why keep thinking of her le......... hias hope that the angle i found will free me from the reaper......... later 8 than i will do my homework liao now use com a while lor........

2007-06-24T08:17:00.000-07:00

i today wake up at 12 plus cause yesterday i sick mah got throw up and fever...... than today wake up watch the movie the matrix sia....... very nice le..... watch so many times but still like it very much..... than after that talk to dinois mei on the phone...... after a while 4p.m like that i go down to study and do english la...... tah go buy bubble tea and than play basketball a while....... after that than come home lor nth to do than watch movie again this time watch scary movie 1..... quite pervet le........ should be rated nc16 le...... and also so funny le....... than after that wait a while now watching the channel 8 show at 11 and now talking on the phone wif my mei....... tht all for today la.... today i just did something that is unbelieveable......... the thing is ....... dun wan to say la the..... this thing is i know and a friend la...... that all for today la....

2007-06-23T01:45:00.000-07:00

today very bored le...... yesterday nite dionis mei pei me chat until very late than i sleep very late...... sian sia today morning wan to call mei wan but dunno why cannot wake up than when i wake up i saw my phone beside my hand scare until sia...... though got ghost le..... but i think is i ownself off the alarm that why my phone will beside me........ than morning 7 plus than wake up pei mei chat until 11...... than after she finish her cca i call her and talk than dunno why i heard fro yi jie mei that dinois mei wan to cut her so tell her dun cut la...... at here i ask u la wat for cut hand when u are angry or sad..... if u angry come find me i let u beat until u happy sia.... than if u sad than u tell me i will help u de or else kor is for wat....... than mei ask me help her print coco and jojo photo for her so just print but scare parents scold sia but they not home so i sercetly print..... see ur kor so good...... how to repay me u huh mei..... opps now than think until my holiday homework...shit i even haven't touch one sia now must do liao.... so post until her la......(notice to mei):sad or angry i will be there for u wan cause i ur kor dun do anything stupid that will hurt urself la k..... hope u see this and will promise me u wont't do it....
now chong my holiday homework liao.....

Created a blog

2007-06-22T05:31:00.000-07:00

today just create a blog cause nthing to do mah than got one person force me to do blog also mah and i have to listen to her horx the person know herself hor........ than i today play baketball wif wei bin and i ask dionis(mei) and yi jie(mei) to come down....... than yi jie and dionis come my house to meet jojo(my small dog)..... than they play wif them and after that they watch a movie..... than after that they gone wei bin come down and play maple a while and he decide to learn to play o2jam..... he just started but still can get grade B not bad for a starter la..... than dionis mei ask me to play wif her but in the end she lost........ that all for today la now talking on the phone wif mei......